So yesterday's post *looks down, shuffles feet* Within two or three hours, it had become my most popular post to date - in three years. I received an influx of support, emails, tweets, messages... Mostly from people that I had never met or spoken to before. I opened up my heart to you and it opened up my inbox. It was amazing to talk to and 'meet' a few of you that hide behind Raising Men's blog stats. I was completely emotionally flattened by the kind words - I was literally shaking when I hit publish on that post. It's those little moments that take our breath away and make us feel alive. My heart pumped bubblegum milkshake when I read Stacey's comment, something that I will keep and cherish for the rest of my life - until I'm old and gray and crazy: "You are so. damn. real. You write with an honest simplicity that reaches right into a person's chest cavity and touches their heart. You are first and foremost a writer. A writer who just happens to blog. Don't even think about stepping away from behind your keyboard." I cried (I freakin' love crying) because I so badly do want to be a writer, because I've never considered myself to be one. Raising Men has grown my confidence in buckets and bunny hops, but I suspect I'll always be insecure and shy about this stuff. All I really want is to be an author, and it's hard to admit because it makes me feel so. damn. vulnerable.
I'm a bit knackered from yesterday; the nerves and everything that came out with it. It was like I held my breath and thousands of little digital arms wrapped themselves all around me real tight until I exhaled again. You know? So anyway. After all that seriousness. How cute are these bunnies? Totally cute. The images are mostly sourced from The Daily Bunny. Okay bye.
Seriously, do you live inside my head?
ReplyDeleteSame, same, same and snap!
And big bunny loves X
since yesterdays post i am now a daily follower. I sent your post on to 3 people close to my heart. So much of what you said felt like you were describing me. MOSTLY it was so incredibly comforting knowing I am not alone in the crazy world with our crazy emotions. Life can be so hard. KEEP it up and look forward to reading your expressive and brilliant writing.
ReplyDeleteWell I think I agree with Stacey!
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